In A Dry Place

I am in a dry place right now just wanting things to change but not knowing which way I need to go. Normally I am a very detailed person in regards to planning things that I want to do. But for some reason I feel as if I am in a place where whether I plan or not, it is just time for me to walk through a place like the children of Israel did when they were brought out of the Egypt. But I am trying to hold on to my faith and not be unbelieving because I really don't want to walk around the same place or in a circle for 40 years or longer than I am supposed to. Sometimes it gets hard because I am dealing with one terminal illness and a chronic one that begs me to just lean on the Lord and think about Job. Being in this wilderness place sometimes makes me sad because I think about all the time I have wasted doing things that were not necessary or for the best. But like the saying goes, I may not be where I want to be, I sure am not where I used to be. Can I get Amen?!!!