feeling used and stupid

Do you ever feel used and stupid? Sometimes it feels that it is better to just leave and go somewhere where you don't know anyone and let people fend for themselves. I feel used and stupid based on the fact that someone does not want to suffer a little bit and get themselves together and take care of themselves. They want to do it the easy way and put pressure on other people who can't handle it. Why do people think that other people have it so much better than they do? It amazes me that people actually believe that. Or maybe it is because they are doing what they want and could care less about what you are dealing with. It really hurts to feel that no one really cares for you and that they only want something to do with you when you have something to do for them. Deep down this is what I feel because when I go through things, there is no one but God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and if you think that that is all anyone needs, I got a newsflash for you, YOU ARE WRONG AND EVEN MORE STUPID THAN ME. If that were so God would not make a whole bunch of people to live on this earth together. He would have let it with just him. So anyhoo! I am not looking for sympathy, just asking a question. I guess it will always work out in the end. I understand when people want to kill themselves. I don't see how anyone can talk them out of it because with the way things are in this world, it is not going to get any better. And please don't insult my intelligence with if you commit suicide, you will go to hell. Giving that ignorant answer will do about the same. Needless to say, if you have not died or known someone who has and went to hell from suicide, then remain quiet. Tell Jesus. He understands. Well, dont' mention what you have been taught because Hitler taught his followers that blacks and Jews were the lowest form of life and the most ignorant and that the world was better off without them. So we can't go by what someone else says unless we subscribe to everything they said. Well I gotta go because I have to prepare my mind for this school work. Hope to hear from you soon. Surabi